Vaping...

Vaping... use to be simple and easy. Now that I have discovered so much while vaping the last year or so. I  learned what the different types of tanks, RTA's and different type of watts there are. I learned batteries and taking care of batteries etc. My current mod is eleaf 80w istick. I have been vaping on it for a year. It was my first real mod and I have enjoyed it thoroughly.

I also learned that going to vape shops are not always the best option. I was afraid of ordering offline because the idea I didn't know what the flavors were like. I was afraid of getting a flavor I hated and couldn't return it. At the vape shops they have samples, so if I am considering a flavor. I can always go there and try the flavor out and then order online. The shops are usually priced are always higher. Example, if a 120ml flavor is priced at $24.00, then your pretty sure you will find it on one of the sites for $19.00 or even cheaper. If you are only going to order one juice then it is not worth ordering if offline because with shipping then it will be about the same price as the shop. If you order more than one vape juice flavor. Then you will actually save money. Most online stores are free shipping over the purchase of $50.00s or more.

I also realized what I thought was a good price for a 120ml bottle was not so cheap afterward. I found out that some of the better brands of flavors were actually cheaper offline. Though the vape shop that I order from is amazing and they can make any of the premium juices into their house blend, or any flavor I desire. They sale 60lm for $15.00 (which is cheap) and they sell their 120ml bottle for $45.00 which is basically 2 60lm bottles of premium flavor price. :) I thought I was getting a deal, but now that I am looking online. I see $19.00 or lower online. I was seriously spending 40% percent more.

I figured since if I considering buying some juices online. I would go ahead and see what the savings I can get with the different mods. Since I am considering upgrading my vape and get me another mod. Something a little better and a better tank. I noticed that a lot of the flavors do not taste as good in my tank, as they would in a better one.....The tester in the vape shop makes the vapes juice so yummy, but then I fill my tank up. I realize it doesn't taste like it did in the shop. This is what made me realize that the tank is what really matters. The tank right now that I am considering getting is the crown 3. The reviews were very good on the taste so I am needing to get a higher watt mod in order to get the flavor I am desiring when using the Crown 3.

The desert flavors taste even better on the RTAs but I am not really sure about making my own coils yet. I don't think I have reached that level of expertise yet.I can always get a RTA down the road and try it once I feel more comfortable with the transition.  At the moment I will just stick to my regular tanks and do more research regarding the RTA and build the coils.

Vaping is becoming my hobby and I hope that I don't end up costing more money than smoking. I know it taste better ... but I wanna save money as well.

Time off....

My time off has been very nice and I am enjoying myself a lot. I have not done anything that I said I would have. The things that I was planning to do was play video games until I went blind. Also, I planned on reading a lot of the books off my reading list. Instead, guess what I have done? I watched TV until I lose a majority of my brain cells.

I tell myself, one more show and I will turn on my PS4. Instead, I get super tired and pass out and just tell myself I will do it tomorrow... again! Nothing! I really should just do it... and play video games until I am cross-eyed.

I am also planning to study some before classes start. I believe January will be more of an eventful time for me... HOPEFULLY!

Toxic family members...

I have never really gotten along with my stepfather and I really think it is impossible at times. I am not perfect and I have my flaws which sometimes makes the situation worse. I just wish there was some way to get through to him and make him understand things from my perspective.

Background of our current situation:
I have moved back to my parents home after my contract ended with general dynamics. It was about six months that I was out of the house. I talked to my mom and frank about coming back and going back to school full time. They agreed as long as I got good grades in college and was attending classes full time. Well, the majority of the time it is fine, but now I am on Christmas break and will not be returning back to college until January 22nd.

I am looking for a part-time job so I can save up some money while attending college. The last time I attended college and worked. I did not do very well in my classes and caused my GPA to drop. I have been attempting to get my BAS for the last 5 years but my stepfather has a certain way of thinking. He believes if I am not working that I am somehow less than him and I should go to school and work 40 hours a week because other people do it.

Usually, I just forget the idea of college and get a job because the tension is so intense from my parents. 

My stepfather is, as usual, threating to kick me out of the house and accuses me of plotting against him. He thinks I want to make him unhappy and I am trying to break him and my mom up. Yes, we fight but I never said that I wanted them to apart. He is a hard person to get along with and he attempts to bring you down emotionally by calling you names. Then everything comes back to the idea of him working and we are not working, which is VERY frustrating when it comes to trying to make a person understand certain things.

My perspective: 
I am pissed off in general because all he does from the time he goes to bed, until the time he gets up is a bitch about EVERYTHING. If he is not complaining about someone that has done him wrong, or how shitty his co-workers at work are. He is complaining about how I walk from the living room to the kitchen, he bitches about me sleeping during the day. Complains that I am doing this and that.. Then he bitches at my mom when she doesn't say anything to me and blames her for taking up for me.

He sleeps separately from my mom because the room is filled with HIS junk and you literally cannot really sleep in there. My mom has been outside in the living room since for ever. He works at night so when he comes home in the morning he lays down on the coach and switches the tv to what he wants to watch. I don't mind because I have my room etc, but if I go into the living room and talk to my mom he either complains or got something to say. Then if my mom is watching something he either starts watching his phone and not even watching what is on tv.

My mom literally has to deal with him being in the living room all weekend watching westerns because he becomes a man baby if she wants to watch something that she likes. It's fine because he works all week but it gets annoying watching him watching youtube on his phone, but not watching the show he has and then when someone asks if they can see something else, such a the news. He complains and bitches about it.

Then he bitches and complains about how my mom sleeps until 12 pm in the afternoon and how he doesn't do anything with his life. Bitches and complains until either my mom flips or I flip from him making a comment about something I am doing. Basically! he is never happy about anything...

Usually by sometime during the week. I am about fed up with the crap and think its wrong how we are supposed to just SHUT up and allow him to go on and on... making smart ass remarks, threating to move out, how much he works, etc.. the list is never ending! Also, he has this really super bad habit when others around he had a tendency to put either my mom or me down in front of them. Like somehow it makes him a bigger person. We mention this stuff to him and he doesn't seem to understand and thinks he has all the right to do it because he WORKS... He is like 70 years old and he is just really old fashion and I try so hard to get along with him, but no matter what I do, how long I keep my mouth shut. I can not stand for being down all the time like he does.

I think he doesn't like me living here because I shine a light on the shit he spews out of his mouth.

Another thing, when he is in the living room SLEEPING we are not allowed to do anything. We can not even clean the house because he starts bitching and complaining about it. I can not even wash my clothes because it seems everytime I mention washing my clothes, all the sudden he has to wash his clothes... which means I have to put my clothes washing off.... why?? why the fuck do you have to wash clothes when I want too??? Like what are you trying to prove here?

His logic doesn't make sense to me at all....

Now he isn't always an asshole... like he is super sweets in other ways. Like if I mention I wanted something... just generally. He remembers and will get it for me randomly. Also he will give you his shirt off his back, but he will not allow you to forget it. :)

He is toxic and I dont know how to make him understand where I am coming from and explain to him he should work towards these areas. That we both have to work on it, but it wont work if he doesn't work on his attitude.

Finals and heartbreak...

I made ALL B's this semester!! Which makes me very happy! Then on the same note... I found out that the man I loved getting married! So yeah! I am not very happy regarding life in general, but I know it will get better. FUCK him and his whole family...

Anyways! I am looking forward to next semester and my life ahead of me. He can go be miserable somewhere far far away from me.

College...finals

I am pretty aware that no one really reads my blog. I basically do this for my own benefit!

I know I have not updated my blog for a while now. I guess being a full-time student has its drawbacks. I am actually unable to do much besides study, relax, and do homework.

I have a final tomorrow, I have already taken two. One final was in geology and the other was in Communications. I received an 85% grade for my final in communications, which I am very happy with. I worked pretty hard in that class to make sure I pasted.

I haven't gotten my grade back for my Geology final, yet! I am waiting and hope for at least a B on it. I spent the majority of the night studying for the final. It would be a same if I did not past my final because I put so much effort into learning the material. Plus, I felt super confident in how I did in the final. Though the last 3 times I have felt great about the test results and it ended up being something way worse then I thought.

I am going to keep my confidence up and not check my grade until Wednesday evening. That is when the grades should all be posted on the college website.

***Cross figures real tight ***

Well, I need to sleep so I can be bright eyed and bushy tail for my Computer Science Lab Final.

Nite nite

Danielle H. aka DaniOM

Bad things happen in 3s?

It felt that maybe things were going my way finally. Then a few things happened that caught me off guard!! It made me feel these bad things were scarifies. That the sacrifices needed to be made in order for the other things to happen in my favor. Not knowing if this is true or not. I am just going to assume that I at least have one more bad thing to happen.... that is if we are considering that unpleasant things happen in the course of 3s.

I know I haven't been very timely with my journal entries, which if anyone is actually fallowing my journals, could basically be aware of this little known fact about me. Since the last time I updated my journal, I choose to come back (to my parents home )to finish up my education.

My family pressured me in to finding a job, so I can be Independent and self abstaining. This is understandable and totally acceptable in today standards, but life likes to keep handing me a deck of cards that I don't completely play right. I guess we should  eventually learn form all our mistakes, which in most cases I feel completely confident that I have. Though, sometimes the outcome of the results of my choices say otherwise. Just to give you a quick background....

I currently have an associated degree in Computer Support or also known as Information Technoloy, which hasn't helped me in my career path in the last 4 years since I graduated with this degree in 2014 from Columbus Technical College. A lot of the entry level jobs that I would apply for would require me to have at least 2-3 years of working experience on hand, but I was not able to land a position in the IT field since I graduated. Then I finally felt I made a break through!! I was able to join a federal position at a company known as General Dynamics. My position would be a level one Customer Service Representative. I figured it was my foot in the door to a great company that could assist me getting in to the Information Technology field - since they are a major company that supper the development for the military in different parts of the government. They have locations all over the united states as well as over seas. I was ecstatic to be able to work with a company such as General Dynamics!!

To make a long story short.... I discussed my career option in the IT field with in the company. The IT manager at the location told me since I did not have any experience at my age. The only real option to get in the IT department in General Dynamics was to join the Army and get my experience that way, well I am 31 years old!!! By the time I lost the weight needed to join the Army, I could work towards getting my Bachelor's degree in Computer Science. I am still wondering if this is the right move, but I have the confidence that I need to go ahead and finish up my degree before I get any older. This is what made me not want to go back to General Dynamics ( even though I have this option to go back to my old position ). I am hoping in the future I do retire from General Dynamics because it just a great opportunity....

Once I got home, I applied for unemployment so I would not have to depend on my parents for my basic needs, then I started working towards applying for college so I could start in Fall 2017 semester. Things looked like they were taking a bit longer of time then expected. Needed to get permission from advisor, take workshops, and other odd things in order to be accepted back at Columbus State University on the academic side of things. When I got the aspect of Financial Aid, they were saying my SAP was too low. Currently, my SAP is 64% and it needs to be at 67%. It would take me two full semesters to bring the percentage up. I put in an appeal to explain why I took so many credit hours and  only earned a small amount. I had two weeks before I would hear anything regarding this... the worse two weeks of my life!!!

The two weeks were up, I checked on my financial aid and saw I was approved!!!! I am excited that they were going to give me another chance to prove myself in my education. Even though, I had to run down to the office and speak with an adviser regarding the funding. They approved it right then and all I had to wait for is the book funding to pick up my books at the book store. Good eh!? Well then I received a letter in the mail from the unemployment saying that I received my last check. NO WARNING! No heads up regarding this.... just a letter saying my funds were gone!!!

See the week before, I made some payments to some things I owed. Not knowing the fallowing week. I would not have any funding! Trust me, I would have done things differently if I knew things ahead of time. Anyways! I can deal with it... I wont need much to get by until the middle of August. Then... the second bad thing happened... I went to go pay my torrid credit card payment and when I got back to my car, it would not start!!!! My starter is giving out!!!!! Wth ... I don't have any money to get it fixed... what am I going to do???

I was more afraid not being able to go to classes and not making it on time. I just got approved for a second time and my starter is out!? WTH.... Anyways, I had $23.00 to my name and I had no way that I was going to get the amount of money to fix my starter. Well, I went to Toyota to see if it was really my starter. They confirmed that my starter was completely dead and I would need it replaced.

Okay, I can go two weeks going to school and just be super unhappy, or I would need to come up with the money before school.  Then I priced a car while I was there to see if I can get approved for a low payment. Well, the two people I called to get a second opinion regarding a BIG purchase, made me realize I needed to see about fixing my starter. I did not need to make such a big purchase at this time, which made a lot of sense!!! Okay, so how do I come up with the money!? One of my best friends came through for me!!! Yes, she loaned me the money for the starter and my stepfather said he would install it for me ( if it didn't rain )...

Lets hope that it goes well and I get my starter fixed! Then I don't have to worry about anything else... the only things I hope that Nothing else goes wrong!! and I will stay positive no matter what. The way I see it, that it probably better that it happened now verse when I started school...

Wish me luck!!

31 - When is it too late?

Is 31 too old to get my Bachelors degree? I consider this a lot in my age. I know 31 is still considered to be a baby in some's eyes. I, on the other hand, feel like the clock is ticking down to zero real fast. I try my best not to compare myself to others in my family.

Most of my cousins have already graduated with their master's degree and are getting jobs. They are even getting houses, having babies etc.. I, on the other hand, is still living with my mom. I have moved out a few times, but never could securely be independent. It is not that I don't want too, it just that it seems it made more sense economically.  I attempted to get my bachelor's going through an online program so I can work while I study. Doing it online was taking too long because with working 40 hours, I could only take one class at a time. 

My parents want me to just work and not earn a degree. They want me to be independent and move out of their house. Trust me! I do not want to live with my parents. I truly hate it here, but I know in the long run I will be better off. It is a lunch off the pad for the bigger goal. 

This what brought me to the big question, " Is 31 too old to attempt a career?". Should I leave it alone and just go after promotions within a good company. There has been plenty of people that were very successful that never had a college education. It is not required right!? But it does for what I want to do. I guess in the long run it is never too late to start and it doesn't matter how long it takes. It just matters if my heart is in it, right?

Life Is Just A Dream

A lot has happened since my last journal post. I really want to keep this blog going, but I need to focus on one topic only.

Maybe if I followed more blogs and came up with ideas based on the post I read. I just I'm not just not creative. I think I'm so back and forth in life. I wouldnt be able to sick to just one thing.

Life is a dream... I can be what you want it to be. What happened if I'm just sleeping my life away?

PS4 - Hawken

Yes! If you have not noticed yet. I am a GAMER! I enjoy video games and I love online playing games. I enjoy blowing stuff up and killing other players. I also enjoy very interesting story lines. Now, when I did not have much to do with work and stuff. I played this game called Hawken on steam. I played in on the PC and stuff and decided to leave  it alone because I was one it 24/7 it seemed. I missed it and when I saw it was offered for free on PS4. It was a must have!!! I had to get online to play it as soon as I can.

If you ever played it and wanna join me... please let me know.

I love the game and enjoy playing!

The latest drama on paltalk....

In this blog, I am going to discuss what has been going on with Paltalk. Particularly in the spiritual section! There is always a great divide within all sections of Paltalk. There is not one section that doesn't have their rebels that enjoy coming in the chat rooms and causing issues. Now, there is this group within the spiritual section that are always trying to push people in front of trains. They claim they are calling people on their bullshit etc. Now, what part of this becomes bullying? what part of it becomes unacceptable? Do they just ignore the issue until it goes away!? Who knows.... it seems if people try to meditate the situation between the two, you become the subject of great division.

Me personally! I do not give a shit either way. Once it is directed at me, that is when it comes to an problem. I have no issues with anyone in the section and would like to keep it that way.

I have a way of making people that are considered trouble makers be okay with me. It is kinda like I bring the good out in the person because they know that they don't have to be that way with me. Even though sometimes I am a bit of a troll myself at times. When I get bored of Paltalk, I usually cause a bit of trouble. Nothing major just likes to joke around and act like some crazy white girl that doesn't have her head skewed on tight. I also sometimes take a very controversial topic and will play devil's advocate. I will start debates and discussions based on the other's opinions that are mostly disapproved of. Then other times, I will just act like a redneck that doesn't know anything. It gives me something to do at times.

Paltalk can be very draining at times and you have a tendency to lose yourself. I have met a  lot of great people on the program and hope to keep in touch with them beyond it.  I have my times and I think all Paltalk users come to a point where they spend less time on it and then go to something else. Then usually come back again. It is the time and season for everything.

Hobbies...

Lately, I have been feeling a bit crafty! Yes, I am wanting to do so many projects yet I do not finish any of them. It kinda sucks really! My mom and I started making jewelry and I do have to say, our first attempt at it was pretty damn good.
I guess I am going to make the jewelry making activity a way to spend quality time with my mother. It was nice and I enjoyed spending the time with her. I will post pictures of the jewelry that we made on my site. The pair of earnings has gotten lots of compliments so far, which gives me the confidence to keep working at it.
I have also started knitting and crocheting which is something I am using to keep my mind busy. It is actually extremely relaxing and I hope to get good enough to make something; such as a blanket. My brother is having a baby, so I probably make him a baby blanket once I get the hang of it. Then again by the time I finish it, my niece or nephew would already be in college.  Teehee..

I started making the quilt that I wanted to make my brother and I have only gotten one square done. Between looking for a job, doing all these projects, and studying... lol I don't know what to start and what to finish. Then not to mention, the urge to paint, but I don't have a real idea of what to paint. I get in my moods once in a while where I have to express myself. I have been working on one painting that a friend of mine gave me an idea for, but It is not expressive enough. I am actually considering getting a big canvas for it. Might actually make a great art piece to hand down to later generations. I know you probably wanting to know what it is about, but I am not gonna reveal that information just yet. It is going to be a secret until it is finished. I have already sketched up some ideas regarding it.

These have been my hobbies and as you can tell, I am really into crafts and making things with my hands. I hope that my hobbies can help me express myself artistically and possibly allow me to make money at it too. Lets see where this takes me....

Deep breath!

I have started one of the worse habits you can when you are in college. Procrastination is the worse enemy to any college student. I am not intentionally trying to have it turn out this way, but it seems that I start on my homework and studying, then I slack off a bit too long. This causes me to take longer to study the actually topic and then I am doing my homework the last 3 days before it is turned in. This week I cut it real short by doing my 2-week projects in two days. I just hope I get a good grade on it. I made sure it was in the correct format and all the topics were covered. I even proof read it zillion times.  I felt I did my complete best with it; even though I didn't take the full two weeks to work on it. Let's see what type of grade I get on it.

Besides making my studying more tedious then it has to be. I also am trying to rush through my statistics because I am dreading it. I hate it and have a huge bias towards it.  At the beginning of this week. I went ahead and looked over the material, but didn't fully comprehend the material. Thought to put it away for a while and go over it again later. Well, guess what? By the time I got back around to it. I forgotten all of it and doing my homework was a major pain in the ass. Literally, it took me 4 hours to do my homework.

Hopefully, I will actually learn something from the classes I am taking besides just flying through them to get a degree.

Best of luck!

No Distractions

I am suppose to not have any types of distractions in front of me. All I do is find new distractions to entertain me to past the time. I really need to focus on my homework, but I cant stop for an second to even get started! Its annoying beyond belief. The book that I want to write is flowing in my head and wanting to be poured out somewhere. Where do I pour it out... is it going to be protected... will someone try to steal it!? Anyways.... Distractions! Don't need anymore, but have plenty of them!

Not sure what I wanna do with my life....

There has been plenty of times where I have questioned what am I going to do with my life!? I know I am not the only person out there in this world that has the same question. I feel that I am a person that goes with the flow and enjoys experiencing new things in life! Though, society say I have to be act a certain way. I feel like every time I get started in a new direction. That I end up confused and hating my current life choices. Not the choices of making bad decisions, but more less wanting more out of life. Usually picture myself getting in my car and driving off somewhere, not knowing where I would end up. I desperately need a new start and feel the only way to do it, is to jump off the cliff face.

Trust me, I do not mind having a hard go at things. I been there done that! I am currently in a situation where I am not at my best. I live at home with my parents jobless, once again! It is a bit of a cycle that keeps happening to me and I am not really sure if I am the problem or it is my situation. These two concepts are blurred in my eyes. My parents feel that I am the cause of what is happening to me. I feel that I am having a streak bad luck at life at the moment. Where is my GO get it attitude!? Why can't I be happy just at a stupid job and satisfied with earning money? Why do I have this desire to do something bigger in life than myself, but do not know how to get there. I guess school would be a good start, right? Well, currently I am getting my Bachelors of science degree in Information Technology. I have not had any luck with my Associates degree landing me a position, so I figured it would be better if I had a higher education. I love learning! I honestly do, even though it is tedious and requires me to know things, that I probably will not ever have to remember again. 

When I was attending my local University, I was working close to 40 hours a week. The load of me having to go to school and work caused me to fall behind in my work load. I would miss classes, because I felt the time I was sitting in an lecture. I could use that time to actually do assignments and study. That is why when I choose to go back to college again. I wanted to be able to get my degree online. Now, I am attending SNHU and enjoying it whole lot better. 

The only problem is, I do not have an job! Which makes my parents very upset! Yes, I should not require anyone to support me at the age of 30. Trust me, I do not want anyone to support me either. I have a fear in the back of my mind, that if I get a job that doesn't allow me to study the way I have been. I am going to fall behind in my work and I will start to fail. I do not want to fail! I want to pass my classes and keep my GPA up. Currently, I am holding a 3.0 GPA and I want to keep it that way. 

I know getting a job somewhere that I will not be happy at. Will just cause me more frustration in the long run. That is why, I am going to keep exploring my options and see what type of things I could do, without having to go to a job that I do not love and will not enjoy. Does anyone have any suggestions of an job, I could be flexible at?

I am going to advertise helping seniors with technology, which was a great suggestion from a life coach. I am also going to consider my original idea of selling certain things online, just do not know anything else I could possibly do. Let's see where life takes me! Wish me luck! 

  

Hanuman Chalise!!

Whenever I get blah feeling.... I like to listen to Chants and relaxing music. I have came across an singer called Krishna Das. He voice is very calming and I enjoy his stuff very much!!!

This video gives me the strength and courage to go on even when I feel like quitting.

I hope you enjoy it!

Paltalk and their wonderful issues!

I was trying to finish up all my class work. I wanted to have some free time to spend on paltalk and realized that paltalk is having some MAJOR issues at the moment. People are going in rooms that can't be seen, which is referred to ghosting. They have issue with people not seeing everyone in the room, not seeing everyone's text and issues with people not being able to go into "Do not disturb mode".

I figured I would go into the help lobby to figure out what is truly causing the issues. I was hearing some rumors going around that paltalk was hacked. Wanted to verify that my information was protected. Too bad we as paltalk users are being reimbursed for the trouble. Its not the first time this shit has happened. Usually it is just laggy and people are not able to grab the mic in time exetra.  I love how paltalk enjoys ruining my life as usual! Can't have an good conversation and enjoy my friends time.

I guess this could be a good thing or an bad thing. Now at least I have time to do some other things before I get caught back in to school work. Probably should go ahead and start on my second week of work for school.

At least it gave me some time to update my journal. :)

Monday!? Should I be blue....

Good morning! It was surprising that I woke up as early as I did today. I was afraid that I was going to oversleep today, I guess the dogs barking did not help my sleeping situations out very much. Usually, I am able to sleep through almost anything.

I do not have any particular plans for today, I am drinking coffee because I am being too lazy to make tea. It just easier to put the grains in the keurig and put the cup underneath. Where I would have to bring the water to a boil and then add the milk, sugar, and tea to the pot. Then wait for it patiently while It doesn't boil over; making sure you take it off the burner before the reaches the edge of the pot. You have to bring it to the boiling point, because otherwise it taste as if you didn't let the loose leaves brew enough. Then again, when I learned to make tea... it was pretty damn sure that It was going to spill all over the stove top. Now, I have it down to an sience. I play chicken with the tea creeping up to the rim of the pot and pulling it off in time. Giggling as if I achieved a greatness by defeating the tea Gods in a game of chicken.

Since I have my coffee now, I am sitting here sipping it thinking in which way I can make my day productive. I know that I have to get down to working on my studies. Today is the first day of my term. I need to get organized and ready for what lays ahead of me. I also probably need to go out and wonder for a bit. Maybe take a trip to the park and sit and ponder about life. I need to get my act together and see where my life takes me in the next 10 years. I need to focus on my goals more and get where I need to. In order to lead and fruitful life. 

Besides of pondering my life way, I have plans of being on paltalk for some time. Discussing ideas and self expression. There are times where I get kinda bored of the same old topics and wish more people would assist with the conversation. Then there is that aspect of myself that has ADHD and can't concentrate on what is going on in the room. I feel bad when I disappear and wonder off in my own thoughts. Drifting here and there as if I am taking on an exploration of the mind.... No one knows surely where my thoughts would lead me.   

If you would like to join me... please feel free to join my room and come and participate. I always want new ideas and ways of looking at the world. 

The monday is good thus far and I hope it has a lot more ways of getting better.... Wish me luck!  

Starting my second term....

Tomorrow will be another my second term at Southern New Hampshire University.  I past with my last term with high marks. It was big of a struggle the last week of the term. I was having some difficulties with my pre-cal class and was stressing out about not having the information click in my brain.

I was extremely happy when my term ended because I had some time off to do whatever I desired. I could draw, watch stupid youtube videos, chat online, or even lay in bed all day and watch netflix if I desired. Even though, I needed to find a job and work on getting out of my parents house. I was at least going to take one week off to actually veg out. I am excited about the term starting, but at the same time I am sorta of gonna miss the free time.

I know if I keep working hard towards getting my degree that there would be nothing left to stop me. Hopefully getting this degree in the long run will assist me with getting a better job. I am tried of feel that I am stuck in this cycle that is never ending.

Update: Paltalk Room - Hair Om Spiritual Center

Paltalk Room - Hair Om Spiritual Center

I have been doing a lot lately, but since I am done with my term. I have started looking into paltalk for an good covo. I am currently opened an room that is in the spiritual section. It is doing very well these days. Hopefully, since I have some really good people helping me run it. That it will keep going well on it's way. 

Obsession with zombies!

I have noticed that this society has this obsession with the undead. Its like that society is afraid of death (the unknown) that they have to come up with some sort of alternative. Silly if you really consider it. I am guilty of being an fan of Walking dead, fear of the dead, and Z nation. Also I have read several zombie books. One of the recent movies that came out was pride and prejudice and zombies. I read the book when it first came out and enjoyed it very much. It was interesting because the book Pride and prejudice has been one of my favorite books to rend. I was kinda of worried about the movie not being that good, because 90 percent of the time. The book is always better.... well lady and gentlemen. I really liked the book and know I will probably enjoy the take on zombies in the movie. There were many times while reading Pride and prejudice that I laughed so hard. I know this movie will be very funny as well... I would actually recommend this series to anyone that enjoyed this type of read. Also recommend the movie!!!