PS4 - Hawken

Yes! If you have not noticed yet. I am a GAMER! I enjoy video games and I love online playing games. I enjoy blowing stuff up and killing other players. I also enjoy very interesting story lines. Now, when I did not have much to do with work and stuff. I played this game called Hawken on steam. I played in on the PC and stuff and decided to leave  it alone because I was one it 24/7 it seemed. I missed it and when I saw it was offered for free on PS4. It was a must have!!! I had to get online to play it as soon as I can.

If you ever played it and wanna join me... please let me know.

I love the game and enjoy playing!

The latest drama on paltalk....

In this blog, I am going to discuss what has been going on with Paltalk. Particularly in the spiritual section! There is always a great divide within all sections of Paltalk. There is not one section that doesn't have their rebels that enjoy coming in the chat rooms and causing issues. Now, there is this group within the spiritual section that are always trying to push people in front of trains. They claim they are calling people on their bullshit etc. Now, what part of this becomes bullying? what part of it becomes unacceptable? Do they just ignore the issue until it goes away!? Who knows.... it seems if people try to meditate the situation between the two, you become the subject of great division.

Me personally! I do not give a shit either way. Once it is directed at me, that is when it comes to an problem. I have no issues with anyone in the section and would like to keep it that way.

I have a way of making people that are considered trouble makers be okay with me. It is kinda like I bring the good out in the person because they know that they don't have to be that way with me. Even though sometimes I am a bit of a troll myself at times. When I get bored of Paltalk, I usually cause a bit of trouble. Nothing major just likes to joke around and act like some crazy white girl that doesn't have her head skewed on tight. I also sometimes take a very controversial topic and will play devil's advocate. I will start debates and discussions based on the other's opinions that are mostly disapproved of. Then other times, I will just act like a redneck that doesn't know anything. It gives me something to do at times.

Paltalk can be very draining at times and you have a tendency to lose yourself. I have met a  lot of great people on the program and hope to keep in touch with them beyond it.  I have my times and I think all Paltalk users come to a point where they spend less time on it and then go to something else. Then usually come back again. It is the time and season for everything.

Hobbies...

Lately, I have been feeling a bit crafty! Yes, I am wanting to do so many projects yet I do not finish any of them. It kinda sucks really! My mom and I started making jewelry and I do have to say, our first attempt at it was pretty damn good.
I guess I am going to make the jewelry making activity a way to spend quality time with my mother. It was nice and I enjoyed spending the time with her. I will post pictures of the jewelry that we made on my site. The pair of earnings has gotten lots of compliments so far, which gives me the confidence to keep working at it.
I have also started knitting and crocheting which is something I am using to keep my mind busy. It is actually extremely relaxing and I hope to get good enough to make something; such as a blanket. My brother is having a baby, so I probably make him a baby blanket once I get the hang of it. Then again by the time I finish it, my niece or nephew would already be in college.  Teehee..

I started making the quilt that I wanted to make my brother and I have only gotten one square done. Between looking for a job, doing all these projects, and studying... lol I don't know what to start and what to finish. Then not to mention, the urge to paint, but I don't have a real idea of what to paint. I get in my moods once in a while where I have to express myself. I have been working on one painting that a friend of mine gave me an idea for, but It is not expressive enough. I am actually considering getting a big canvas for it. Might actually make a great art piece to hand down to later generations. I know you probably wanting to know what it is about, but I am not gonna reveal that information just yet. It is going to be a secret until it is finished. I have already sketched up some ideas regarding it.

These have been my hobbies and as you can tell, I am really into crafts and making things with my hands. I hope that my hobbies can help me express myself artistically and possibly allow me to make money at it too. Lets see where this takes me....

Deep breath!

I have started one of the worse habits you can when you are in college. Procrastination is the worse enemy to any college student. I am not intentionally trying to have it turn out this way, but it seems that I start on my homework and studying, then I slack off a bit too long. This causes me to take longer to study the actually topic and then I am doing my homework the last 3 days before it is turned in. This week I cut it real short by doing my 2-week projects in two days. I just hope I get a good grade on it. I made sure it was in the correct format and all the topics were covered. I even proof read it zillion times.  I felt I did my complete best with it; even though I didn't take the full two weeks to work on it. Let's see what type of grade I get on it.

Besides making my studying more tedious then it has to be. I also am trying to rush through my statistics because I am dreading it. I hate it and have a huge bias towards it.  At the beginning of this week. I went ahead and looked over the material, but didn't fully comprehend the material. Thought to put it away for a while and go over it again later. Well, guess what? By the time I got back around to it. I forgotten all of it and doing my homework was a major pain in the ass. Literally, it took me 4 hours to do my homework.

Hopefully, I will actually learn something from the classes I am taking besides just flying through them to get a degree.

Best of luck!

No Distractions

I am suppose to not have any types of distractions in front of me. All I do is find new distractions to entertain me to past the time. I really need to focus on my homework, but I cant stop for an second to even get started! Its annoying beyond belief. The book that I want to write is flowing in my head and wanting to be poured out somewhere. Where do I pour it out... is it going to be protected... will someone try to steal it!? Anyways.... Distractions! Don't need anymore, but have plenty of them!