Maybe I should read more.....

I was thinking I should read more than I do. I use to read a lot actually, but latetly it seems I want to do everything else but that. Like right now, I am writing this journal and not reading an damn book. I think there neds to be more hours in a day...than just maybe i can put my head in an good book.

There is so many things that need to be done....I should really not wait until the last minute to do them. How do people learn to be so involved with life? I feel soicity trys to tell us that we are required to have a certain level of a soical like and you should partisate in an certain activetiy based on our soicial staus. Fucked up right? I oncehad this thought that maybe I should drink more wine because that is what normal people did, right? Went home and had an glass of wine after dinner? lol fuck that.... Maybe I am considered to be lower class, but I know how to act like an civialized person and not some robot drone that is controlled by what Socitiy says....

How the hell did this journal turn from wanting to read more to what soicity says??? wtf

Good night....

Plans for life.....

What do I want from life? The truth is that I do not know myself. I have many ideas of what maybe I should expect out of life, but in reality they are not what I truely want out of life. I have certian expetations I believe everyone does at one point. Currently, I have plans of going to India by the end of this year. I really am start to realize I can not live moment from moment with out having any sort of plan. I am going to go back to college and finish up some classes. I wont be graduating until 2018 or 2019 but at least I will have my BAS in computer science with an minor in Anthropology. My big dream is to be an Cultural anthropologist. This will let me do what I truely want. I want to travel the world and meet new people!!! Anyways, when I come back from india I am going to work hard towards school and getting my live straight. I need to work getting out of debet and getting somewhere where I can be comfortable. This is my plans for my future.

any suggestions?

Dream journal

I had a person recommend me start a dream journal. Now my dreams are like mixed things that don't make any sense. I try my best but I can't even question anything. I had a few dreams that stood out but now it doesn't make any sense to me. Maybe the idea trying to remember everything is what the biggest problem, who knows.

I really wanna keep up with my blog but my ideas suck. I do not know where to start and were to end. Who knows!!! Anyways..

Sales can be tough!

Today was my first day at selling tracfones at walmart. At the moment it is an bit frustrating because I am still getting use to the infomation about the plans. I am not an slow learner but it is a lot of info to retain all at once. I am going to need soem cheatsheets soon. Maybe I will have them on my tablet for safe keeping. Wish me luck with my job and my sales.