Topics....no Idea!

I never have an topic for what I am going to write! If I feel like writing a blog, I just do! I been thinking of keeping up more often with my blog. I just seem to have that type of personality that just doesn't stick with one thing for long periods of time. That is the main reason why there are so many gaps in my blogs with periods of times where I do not write. I know there are a  lot of people that passionately post their ideas. For me, It is just something I do now and then!

I keep seeing ads on the internet about serious bloggers that make money off blogging. I know it can be done and I am not really the type to write a blog just for others. I personally write them for myself actually. Though, I usually consider my readers. Even though according to the stats on blogger I currently do not have any subscribers! I do not write a blog for that reason. Though, I remember back in the day when I had Livejournal and posted on there several times a day.  Never made any money off that shit! I also use to have a youtube channel but choose to delete the videos when I felt I was putting myself too much out there. 

I am not really one for attention. I am typically the person that enjoys sitting back and watching everyone else. Plus, I usually do not make that many videos these days because there is so much technology out there and people that are trying to actually become popular. I am not trying to plus even if I did become popular I wouldn't know what to keep on about. There are people that write blogs and video blogs about particular topics. I usually just go on about what is currently going on in my head at that moment. They go on about current events or something on the left feild of things....

I once had someone read my blog to give me an idea of where I could go with it. They basically criticized me for all my ideas, grammar, and flow of things. I agree! My grammar sucks and never really been serious about fixing it. I need to though! Even though, in college a lot of my English teachers said I had good writing skills and writing could take me far in life. The only issue I would have to fix was my grammar. Grammar has never been my friend and it sometimes causes more hassle for me than I would like to admit. I was told when I was younger that I had an learning disorder but, I do not want to cling on the fact of this. It does take me a bit longer to process certain things. I just never allowed this to stop me. A lot of it has to do with me being lazy. Yes, I admitted it! I am too lazy to give a shit about my grammar. Truth be told, I am more capable of fixing my grammar than I give myself credit for.  Yes, I am a college student and yes my grammar sucks! Deal with it! lol